Halfway Between

I did a boudoir shoot.

For me. because I wanted to.

I'm not at any kind of goal weight. In fact I'm right about in the middle of my low and high weights over recent years.

But I feel sexy and I want to enjoy that. I want to appreciate my body for what it is, right now. Do I succeed? Sometimes. I can't stand some of the photos - dimples and rolls and funny shapes. Others I look at and think "DAMN, go girl!" So overall I'm happy.

Nothing else is really new, I'm just sharing because I am mostly keeping these to myself (and my boyfriend and girlfriend)

Not perfect, still here, still kicking.

But Doth Suffer a Sea Change

Blogger has somehow glitched on my naughty pics from last post. I'm mad about this, so you get another semi-naughty pic. Hi.

I'm still dating the couple I met last July and I'm very happy with where we're at. They've become good friends and not just fuckbuddies.

My weird little theater gang is still in touch in our largely awkward introverted way. Ophelia recently broke her year of silence to apologize for how she behaved when things went wrong between us. I told her I appreciated her words and wished her well.

My doctor did eliminate my lifting restrictions, and I have a real proper hospital job again. It's not perfect, it's extremely physically demanding, and it's stressful, but it's where I want to be. I still struggle with some pain issues, but it's manageable.

My weight hasn't changed much this year. It's objectively higher than healthy, and I'm struggling with getting back to healthy, but I know I'll get there.

My bachelor's course work has been on hold while I get used to hospital work again, but I'm working on getting my academic gears unstuck.

Life is... good.